Tick Tock

Sigh…life just keeps passing so quickly…it seems I am drowning in all the shoulda, coulda, wouldas. Can I please get a moment to smell the roses? or better yet I need to (or someone does) invent a device to pause time. Yes! That would cure it…pausing time….I will let you know how that works out.

Adding one more candle to my birthday cake

25…25…twenty-five..25! OMG! I am 25! And…now…I can begin to have my quarter life crisis…the typical: Am I where I pictured myself 10 years ago? Am I fulfilling all my dreams? Am I successful?  kind of questions start to pour in. But all I keep asking myself  is: Is twenty-five really a “grown-up” age? I have this time anxiety thing…I always feel that I am running out of time. With anything! So I can easily get carried away with this quarter life crisis thing if I wanted to. But I just keep asking myself that one questions is it really a grown-up age or do I still have time to figure out what the hell I want to do with the rest of my life. I will continue to ponder this….but in the mean time I am going to enjoy my day.

Happy Birthday to Me!!!

Taking a break

I will be on an island this weekend…I want to collect my thoughts and recharge my batteries. Hopefully I can get inspired and take some photos and write a poem or two. I really need to get back to the things I loved. Wish me luck!

My post school life

I have to admit that  when I was in school I though I was going to have this incredible “professional” life. Hah! Was I wrong. All I do is work work work…even on the weekends! And during the week I go to the gym thus I am exhausted every single day. I hope things pick up for me. They have to cause if this is what I have to look forward to…I think I am going to go crazy.

 ~Bea

Space

does anyone respect it?

Appearances

I find it interesting how others view my life.

It is nowhere near the truth…

Nothing ever is.

A new year is approching…

2008 is coming to an end.

Aspects of my life are not the same anymore and 2009 will bring more changes that some will be planned and others will take their own naural course. 

I am waiting for something to happen so I can wake up from this bemused, opaque, and inert place. 

Let’s ring in the new year…welcome 2009!

Spring Fever!

So spring is here! Yay! I just had my spring break…I was sick most of the time I really wanted to have the best spring break ever because it is my last one ever! But no money…so no fun. I hope you all had a great time for easter and keep enjoying those sunny days!

xoxo

~Bea

Louisiana…

So I went to Monroe, Louisiana this past weekend, it was a new experience. I had never really been to a small town like that where everyone says “hello” to you. I ate a lot of shrimp, any which way you can order it, I had it. Didn’t see much it was a short trip but worth it…41 states left!

Happy Valentine’s Day

Today is the day where love is in the air…romantic love, family love, and friendship love. So to all who read this I wish you the best valentines day with all MY love. 

 Keep the faith!

 ~Bea  xoxo