Health

I’m taking it back, my health that is. Tomorrow I begin. Yes tomorrow. It’s always been there. I passively work towards it and it has not gotten me anywhere where I want to be because now I am at a point where the stakes are high. Thinking that it won’t happen to me won’t work anymore, it’s here. I am facing and telling it to go back to its non existence in my life. That it has no place here and it won’t be something that can be attributed to who I am. I will triumph. There is no doubt in my mind. I won’t be pre-diabetic, that is not going to be my story.

Changes

2011 is starting of really well. I have an idea of how I want it go…I am excited to see some of my passions come to life. My biggest aspiration for this year is to be (close to) comfortable in my own skin, finally.  I want to discover new adventures and have my breath taken away at the beauty I find in this world.  Here’s to 2011…may it be as wonderful and beautiful as I picture it.

Tick Tock

Sigh…life just keeps passing so quickly…it seems I am drowning in all the shoulda, coulda, wouldas. Can I please get a moment to smell the roses? or better yet I need to (or someone does) invent a device to pause time. Yes! That would cure it…pausing time….I will let you know how that works out.

Adding one more candle to my birthday cake

25…25…twenty-five..25! OMG! I am 25! And…now…I can begin to have my quarter life crisis…the typical: Am I where I pictured myself 10 years ago? Am I fulfilling all my dreams? Am I successful?  kind of questions start to pour in. But all I keep asking myself  is: Is twenty-five really a “grown-up” age? I have this time anxiety thing…I always feel that I am running out of time. With anything! So I can easily get carried away with this quarter life crisis thing if I wanted to. But I just keep asking myself that one questions is it really a grown-up age or do I still have time to figure out what the hell I want to do with the rest of my life. I will continue to ponder this….but in the mean time I am going to enjoy my day.

Happy Birthday to Me!!!

Taking a break

I will be on an island this weekend…I want to collect my thoughts and recharge my batteries. Hopefully I can get inspired and take some photos and write a poem or two. I really need to get back to the things I loved. Wish me luck!

My post school life

I have to admit that  when I was in school I though I was going to have this incredible “professional” life. Hah! Was I wrong. All I do is work work work…even on the weekends! And during the week I go to the gym thus I am exhausted every single day. I hope things pick up for me. They have to cause if this is what I have to look forward to…I think I am going to go crazy.

 ~Bea

Space

does anyone respect it?

Appearances

I find it interesting how others view my life.

It is nowhere near the truth…

Nothing ever is.

A new year is approching…

2008 is coming to an end.

Aspects of my life are not the same anymore and 2009 will bring more changes that some will be planned and others will take their own naural course. 

I am waiting for something to happen so I can wake up from this bemused, opaque, and inert place. 

Let’s ring in the new year…welcome 2009!

Spring Fever!

So spring is here! Yay! I just had my spring break…I was sick most of the time I really wanted to have the best spring break ever because it is my last one ever! But no money…so no fun. I hope you all had a great time for easter and keep enjoying those sunny days!

xoxo

~Bea